Sunday, January 11, 2009

Tear Ducts

pointless things.
i don't see why i have them.
they bait me out everytime.
They leak.
They blur my damn vision.
They make my eyes look glossy
almost glass.

So Fucking Stupid!
as if anyone needs to see them
roll down my face.
like waves of embarassment.
Embarassment! That's It!
These stupid things embarass the Shit
out of me.
Why?
cause they always leak
that's why.
Within each bead that taunts my skin
it completely blurts out my Emotions!
what the fuck;
no one needs to know
what the hell it is i'm feeling.
they should be oblivious to
my anger
my pain
my shame
my disappointments
my sadness
my nostalgia.


But no
too easy
.



damn emotions.

damn tearducts.

Shattered


Like a glass globe,

my whole world was shattered.

My surroundings have dissolved into nothing;

into the something in which I was placed.

My senses dulled, by the blunt force of your words and actions.

My eyes leak as my skin gets cold.

My chest heaves as my mind wanders.

Verbally, Physically, Mentally, Emotionally.

Mangled. Torn. Destroyed. Shattered.

You took my body, made it yours time and time again.

Leaving it in bittersweet despair.

Like a glass globe my whole world shattered.

And it's all because of you.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

His Smile

He said my smile is sweet and confident. He says i'm a sweet friend.
But if only he know what I thought of his.

His lovely imperfections, still pearly white.

A genuine grin, wishing to tell tales on end.

His tasteful gifts; his full lips adding lovely color to his beautiful pale face.

His amazing smile causing the cutest, youthful wrinkles along his bright cheery orbs.

It warms my cheeks, it melts my heart.

His smile is new, although his ways are old.

His voice is young, but he speaks of elderly things.

His lips so precious; I wish the took the shape of my lips and pressed softly against them.

I wish his eyes turned bright because of me.

I wish I was the reason his beautiful smile appeared.

If only he truly know what I thought of him and his smile.

Although he claims me to be "confident" trust me dear friends;


I am not <3.